So lately I have found time to draw, yay me.

And even better, I have learned the ways of the Art of inking said drawing and then erasing the bad nasty pencil to make it look beautiful <3

And I have re-inked several of my Drawings and can't wait to re-submit them and all, as well as some new drawings as Well

Vash the Stampede
Alucard...twice really just never scanned either.
And Wolverine

I also Inked my Deadpool Drawings, they turned out pretty good, and I am looking to colour them, etc etc.

One problem, I do not have a scanner which makes me a sad panda, even worse, I don't have any money to buy one

AND to top things off my Girlfriend lost my Camera so don't expect even simple photo's from me because I can't even do that. She said she will either buy me a camera or a new PSP with lots of Goodies so Im tempted for the latter of the two

Fuck lol Well I think my school has a scanner...I will try to scan something in and submit

Seems every time I write a note, it gets me in a form of trouble when I mention my personal feelings and then I get told a form of bad news to make everything seem much worse then it is.
Lets start with my apparently very common new friend, Cancer.

Now before you jump the gun no I am not talking about myself, though my family was hit with a form of Cancer known as a brain tumor, my uncle survived and is fully recovered with no sign of the tumor returning.

But as of a couple days ago, I officially have known personally 4 people to die from a brain tumor, his name was Herman, and he was happily married to my mothers good friend and an aunt to me, Deborah Lynn Shaw. Herman, was given only a year to live if I recall correctly, and even though he fought with all his heart, and soul, on September 21'st he lost his fight.

I can't express how numb I feel to this growing death dealer of whom has claimed the life of even a small baby boy, 5 year old Pierce. Who after two years, lost his battle to the disease that paralyzed half his face. I think back on how shocked I was when I first heard he was diagnosed with this cancer, 3 years old, can this be true? But it was true, and the realities were harsh and unforgiving, as I spent some of the final days he was with us baby sitting him with his mom. Telling him everything would be okay, now that Aunty kim and Josh were here to make them happy. Even though Pierce passed away 5 days from his 5th birthday, almost all of my hometown had been affected by this young boys story, and he has changed the hearts of hundreds of thousands of people, and brought that support to the door of Denise Love and John Gordon.

Debbie and Herman were there for Denise and John, and when Herman took ill, I believe it was vice versa. I hope even though the age difference is a larger then 5 years old, that Debbie will get the same support, from her friends and family that she rightfully deserves now in her hour of need. I will be flying back this weekend to see her because Aunt Debbie is just like family to me and my mother,I hope I can cheer her up.

I love you Aunt Debbie.

I guess I have one finally thing to say about this Cancer business before I move on, more of a statement really.

This note goes to show that no matter your age, your physical condition, your gender, or your diet, we can all fall victim to anything at anytime.

As many people know, I do not have a religion, I plan to keep it that way, but the more that stuff like this happens the more I continue to think, god giveth and god taketh away. We take advantage of our daily lives that everything that we do, our work, our homes, our cars, our loved ones become routine. And its not until something or someone takes this away from us.

I am one of those people who used think of life as routine, but I see now that it is far more then that, there is a much broader spectrum at work and we just chose to close our eyes told to live our lives quietly and peacefully by corporations that only care to have a bigger bank account then the other.

I believe we have let love slip out of humanity and I think it should be about now that we take it back.

If you can give support, by saying to someone you haven't talked to in awhile, that you miss them, or even love them and it was nice to say hi, do it,

Lets stop living for ourselves but for one another...

I'm losing a train of thought here, and I quite can't keep the tears from forming in my eyes at the thought of lost life, so on my final note, a message to Debbie,

Herman fought long and hard, and I know you loved him very much, and he loved you, and I know its not easy to say he is in a better place when he has left you so recently, and its not easy to hold back the tears of sorrow that break fear from the failing damn that is your pain, but I just want you to know, that in my believe,

that if there is a god...he has certainly earned his place in heaven.

If a donkey and a llama both met down at a pond, and the donkey had eaten a crab apple, and the llama had eaten an apple pie, and the pond was actually a sea, what would the Donkey be doing at the pond.

And if the Llama was being attacked by the 9 foot tall albino black sheep,who had eaten a grape fruit 4 hours previous to the encounter, how would this affect the midgets decision on what pineapple to pick.

Now I bet your wondering what this has to do with Physics, and the answer lies under a cheese grater on Uranus, because Uranus has been plotting to eat the moon for centuries but has been biding his time, and under this cheese grater lived an ancient and mischievous Plargton, who has lost many friends to the evil and benzine Clobtrops, how would this affect your rational answer on why you know me?

If you can make sense of it, I'll believe you

Enjoy

Yay Deadpool

"Shh...my common sense is tingling"

"This Is like shooting Fish point blank in the face"

"Either someone had an unauthorized kool-aid indecent or my job just got scooped"

Well its been forever since I had a new journal, so over the next 2 weeks, I'm going out and about taking random and awesome pictures with my camera, and it will be my gift to you guys.

The 10 reasons I love my Camera.

I will post them in order of which ones I feel are awesome.

One a week, every Thursday, I will try for early morning, but late will have to suffice for you impatient ones. I already have a few pictures just need the rest.

So get ready, I'm finally coming back and hopefully will make it onto some peoples watch pages with my pictures.

Yay photography!

VashWolf